random feelings...
Posted by Pua Wee on Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Under: Daily
finally updated my blogs after so long huh.... but my blog is full of bugs so yeah.. lazy to fix it...
today follow chin loong they all (interns in Altera) go eat till damn full... say wan diet but stilll......die liao lar...then before watching movie, go eat Sakae Sushi somemore... lagi full.. jia lat lor~ wasted around RM100 in 2 days.... i must really control my expenses liao.... dun ajak me out to eat somemore pls....then my bro called 1 time around 6pm, when i was driving to queensbay.. didn't get his call, so didn't respond to it... then eat sakae sushi, after finished eating.. go watch movie..until 9:50 something.. then fetch my friend back home, and wan sin tak ingat jalan...make us sesat turn around few times..haha..
then she macam accidentally called my brother, so then my bro called back, i thought he just wanna ask why i called him just now, and plus i was driving, so i choose not to answer the call first... mana tau rupanya he got send a message to my other handphone (which i rarely check), telling me that he will wait for me to come back to change car... didn't notice the message, so when he called, somehow i feel his voice abit sad, disappointed....troubled by it, i messaged him again "u waiting for me ?" (that time was still fetching last 1 friend back home... and i didn't see his message on my other handphone...)...then fetch my friend back home lor, then when reach home, i got a feeling my bro just left not long ago... (my sixth sense ba..), that was when i received a message from my bro, saying he called alot times etc etc, and i didn't response.. then only i checked my other handphone and found the message he sent me, telling me that he will wait for me... then only i know what i've felt are all really happening...
haih, then suddenly i feel so bad for him... purposely waiting for me till so late, but i did not back home, and didn't inform him....making him leaving the house to my sister-in-law house so late, after waiting for me so long, without being able to see me... and wasn't able to do what he wanted to do -> change and check his car...
really feel very sorry.. but i really don't know how to make up for it with him... he's such a nice brother, but yet what i did was just hurting him... =( i'll try my best not to repeat the mistake next time ba ~ >.<
was still thinking about it when writing this post..haha...then i suddenly felt, was there someone i can lean on, or someone i can go to and express my feelings when i wanna cry, or when i feel sad? haha~ just a sudden thought... haih ~
why la usually when i talk to ppl, i always try to control my words not to make them sad, taking care of their feelings, but when people talk to me, nobody seems to care what i feel? they just say what they want and continuously hurting me, really sad when thought about it......................................
today follow chin loong they all (interns in Altera) go eat till damn full... say wan diet but stilll......die liao lar...then before watching movie, go eat Sakae Sushi somemore... lagi full.. jia lat lor~ wasted around RM100 in 2 days.... i must really control my expenses liao.... dun ajak me out to eat somemore pls....then my bro called 1 time around 6pm, when i was driving to queensbay.. didn't get his call, so didn't respond to it... then eat sakae sushi, after finished eating.. go watch movie..until 9:50 something.. then fetch my friend back home, and wan sin tak ingat jalan...make us sesat turn around few times..haha..
then she macam accidentally called my brother, so then my bro called back, i thought he just wanna ask why i called him just now, and plus i was driving, so i choose not to answer the call first... mana tau rupanya he got send a message to my other handphone (which i rarely check), telling me that he will wait for me to come back to change car... didn't notice the message, so when he called, somehow i feel his voice abit sad, disappointed....troubled by it, i messaged him again "u waiting for me ?" (that time was still fetching last 1 friend back home... and i didn't see his message on my other handphone...)...then fetch my friend back home lor, then when reach home, i got a feeling my bro just left not long ago... (my sixth sense ba..), that was when i received a message from my bro, saying he called alot times etc etc, and i didn't response.. then only i checked my other handphone and found the message he sent me, telling me that he will wait for me... then only i know what i've felt are all really happening...
haih, then suddenly i feel so bad for him... purposely waiting for me till so late, but i did not back home, and didn't inform him....making him leaving the house to my sister-in-law house so late, after waiting for me so long, without being able to see me... and wasn't able to do what he wanted to do -> change and check his car...
really feel very sorry.. but i really don't know how to make up for it with him... he's such a nice brother, but yet what i did was just hurting him... =( i'll try my best not to repeat the mistake next time ba ~ >.<
was still thinking about it when writing this post..haha...then i suddenly felt, was there someone i can lean on, or someone i can go to and express my feelings when i wanna cry, or when i feel sad? haha~ just a sudden thought... haih ~
why la usually when i talk to ppl, i always try to control my words not to make them sad, taking care of their feelings, but when people talk to me, nobody seems to care what i feel? they just say what they want and continuously hurting me, really sad when thought about it......................................
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